We use to be so happy. We use to be so in love. We use to be everything. But now, I feel like you don’t feel the same. I fucked everything up, and nothing will never be the same again. I believe we can make this last, I know we can, but I can’t be the only one believing in that, but I am. I miss you’re smile, and how we use to be able to lay in bed all day, and be so happy. I miss playing video games with you, and laughing, and having tickle fights. I wish things weren’t like this, and I’d give everything up, just to fix things. I keep telling myself it takes time, that one day we will wake up and everything will be how it use to be like in this picture. So happy, so in love, so… everything.. Words can’t even come close to how I feel, how I’ve been feeling. To do things that use to make you smile, and not to see you smile anymore at them, is like stabbing a knife in my heart over and over again. Everyday I beg God for things to be different, for us to be like how we were, I beg Him everyday, from the second I wake up to the second I fall asleep at night. I wish things were different, I wish we were happy, I wish you were in love with me as much as I am in love with you.. And you probably are, but I just wish I could feel it like I use too..
